Face The Music

Day I: Our Names

2011-06-03T17:24:00.008+08:00

Well, I don't usually do things like this, but they say that part of the fun of growing up is that you can act like a kid and get away with it, right? No, they don't say that, I just made it up, but they should totally say that.Anyway, I was scrolling some Tumblr today, which I refuse to get even though my sayang is a massive fan of it. And I found this 30 Day Long Distance Relationship Challenge

In The Dark Of The Night

2010-12-24T02:34:00.002+08:00

"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win."- Stephen King*****People get emotional in the night. Maybe it's that primal fear that every human being holds for the darkness. You don't know what's out there, waiting for you. Or maybe it's that, at the end of the day, we're winding down, tired and worn from whatever it was we happened to do (or not do)

Doubt vs. Faith

2010-12-01T14:14:00.014+08:00

From yesterday, it's coming!From yesterday, the fear!From yesterday, it calls him,But he doesn't want to read the message here- 30 Seconds to Mars, From Yesterday*****Doubt is one of the most human emotions to experience. If it's an emotion that is. It seems to be an in-built part of of nature to question - well pretty much everything, really. From the moment we wake up to the moment we go back

H.A.L.T.

2010-11-20T02:53:00.005+08:00

Can you grow flowers in the plain old dirt?Can you get back up when you're feeling hurt?When life doesn't meet you great expectations?Can you turn lemons in lemonade?Can you face the dark when you feel afraid?When life doesn't meet your great expectations?- Ali Slaight, Great Expectations*****H.A.L.T. is a self examination tool. It stands for:HungryAngryLonelyTiredBasically it's a way of

You vs. Reality

2010-11-17T16:25:00.004+08:00

This is what I want to be doing.This is what I am doing.*****ASSIGNMENTS FTL.I'll be glad once I'm done with this institutionalized thing called studying. Don't get me wrong, I love learning. But studying has never been my forté (incidentally the French word fort or "strength." See what I mean about learning? I didn't read that in any of the books I've ever had to do for school. ~_~) Thankfully,

Scream!

2009-07-08T13:37:00.003+08:00

I don't know where to go, What's the right team? I want my own thing, So bad I'm gonna Scream! I can't choose so confused! What's it all mean? I want my own dream, So bad I'm gonna Scream!- Zac Efron, Scream! (High School Musical 3 OST)*****I find it very strange how the movie I identify with right now is High School Musical 3. no, not with the crappy acting. And not with the romance. Though in

Foolish Heart

2009-06-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

Foolish heart, Hear me calling,Stop before,You start falling,Foolish heart, Heed my warning,You've been wrong before,Don't be wrong anymore- Steve Perry, Foolish Heart*****In the movie Hitch Will Smith brings Eva Mendez to this thing called the kissing post. He explains that when they met at this post after a long absence people would kiss each other. Then he says "Now what would qualify as a

Bleh

2009-04-16T23:02:00.002+08:00

You with the sad eyes,Don't be discouraged,Though I realise,It's hard to take courage,In a world full of people,You can lose sight of it all,And the darkness there inside you makes you feel so small,- Eva Cassidy, True Colours*****Today was a bleh day. It was completely just... bleh. It wasn't a bad day in and of itself. But it's one of those sorts of things where it only takes like one bad thing

For My Kawan

2009-04-05T22:05:00.004+08:00

This post is for my Kawan. Tevaneea Satkunaseelan. Hee I like to type her full nama. Anywayyyy.Kawaaan. I know things with your boy boy are not very awesome right now. But they will work themselves out one way or another! Must be happy, Kawan! Because in my mind you are the happy smiley person. Happy happy happy is you. Okay!?Kendra says you must "Choose to be happy!"If not she won't show you

Courage Is...

2009-04-05T01:22:00.002+08:00

I can see clearly now the rain is gone,I can see all obstacles in my way,Gone are the dark clouds had me down,It's gonna be a bright, bright, bright, bright, sunshiney day- Johnny Nash, I Can See Clearly*****I was in youth today, listening to Nick's dad speak on missions. And while Nick's dad is one of those people whose voice I could just listen to forever, (the only other person I know like

I Want....

2009-04-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

Hahaha. My birthday is in one month and three days. I'm going to be 18. Urgh. I don't exactly feel old. But then, I feel old. -_- If that makes any sense. :D Anyways, since I am soon to be 18. And it's a pretty important number! Not as important as it is in the States, but still important. I mean in two years I'm TWENTY. That's a 2 and a 0. Not something nice to think about. That means I only

Gimme Gimme Gimme

2009-03-30T03:40:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I feel so full of love it just comes spilling out,It's uncomfortable to see,I give it away so easily,But if I had someone, I would do anything,I'd never never never let you feel alone,I won't, I won't leave you on your own,But who am I to dream?Dreams are for fools,They let you down,And I know that it's a wonderful world,But I can't feel it right now,Well I thought that I doing well,But

Tell Me Something Good

2009-02-26T00:07:00.006+08:00

Tell me something good,Tell me that you love me,- Pink, Tell Me Something Good*****I feel like I'm letting everyone down.I feel useless and worthless.Am I letting everyone down? I don't feel good enough anymore, if I ever did. I'm really really tired and I really really want a way out. Sometimes it seems so long since I haven't felt this way. But I know that isn't true. I know that I've been

Nobody

2009-02-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

There you are,In a darkened room,And you're all alone,Looking out the window,Your heart is cold and lost the will to love,Like a broken arrow,Here I stand in the shadows,Come to me,Come to me,Can't you see?- Ricky Martin & Christina Aguilera, Nobody Wants To Be Lonely*****Okay, I've decided. I'm over you. ^_^ Not because I'm angry, not because I'm hurt. Not really because of any other emotion I

The Big V

2009-02-14T01:10:00.003+08:00

It's so hard to say,But I gotta do what's best for me,You'll be okay,I've got to move on and be who I am,I just don't belong here I hope you understand,We might find a place in this world someday,But at least for now,I gotta go my own way- Vanessa Anne Hudgens, Gotta Go My Own Way*****Okay, the HSM series was lame. But some of the songs were nice! Sue me, I liked them. First and foremost all you

V-Day: T-Minus 12hrs 45mins

2009-02-13T11:46:00.000+08:00

Now that I've tried to,Talk to you and make you understand,All you have to do,Is close your eyes and just reach hands,And touch me,Hold me close,Don't ever let me go,More than words is all ever needed you to show,Then you wouldn't have to say,That you love me,Cause I'd already know,What would you do,If my heart was torn in two?More than words to show you feel,That your love for me is real,What

Don't Have To Live This Way

2009-02-10T20:45:00.007+08:00

And I'll be begging you, baby, Beg you not to leave, But I'll be left here waiting, With my Heart on my sleeve, Oh, for the next time we'll be here, Seems like a million years, And I think I'm dying, What do I have to do to make you see, He can't love you like me,Why don't you stay, I'm down on my knees, I'm so tired of being lonely, Don't I give you what you need, When he calls you to go, There

In The Quiet

2009-01-21T02:59:00.008+08:00

Pros Of Not Talking To Anyone:- My phone bill is lower.- I sleep a little earlier.- I have time to do other things.Cons Of Not Talking To Anyone:- It's too damn quiet.- I feel lonely. ^_^- I lose my conversation skills.- I feel LONELY.So the remedy is, SOMEONE SHOULD BLOODY WELL TALK TO ME.I'm sick and tired of chasing people around and feeling unwanted anyway. It's very disheartening. That's all

Call Me Irresponsible

2009-01-13T23:49:00.005+08:00

Call me irresponsible,Call me unreliable,Throw in undependable too,Do my foolish alibis bore you?Well, I'm not too clever,I, I just adore you,So call me unpredictable,Tell me I'm impractical,Rainbows I'm inclined to pursue- Michael Buble, Call Me Irresponsible*****"You have to try, 'cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived." - Anthony Hopkins as Bill Parrish, Meet Joe Black*****This is a

Open Your Eyes

2009-01-10T12:34:00.007+08:00

Take time to realize,That I am on your side,Didn't I tell you?Take time to realize,This all can pass you by,Didn't tell you?- Colbie Caillat, Realize*****You know how they say you never know what you had until you lose it? Mm. What's funny is, sometimes you don't even know you had something, needed something. Until it's gone. I find it hilarious that my source of solace in the past week or so has

The Face

2009-01-04T00:54:00.004+08:00

I have only one thing to say tonight."God's in his heaven, all's right with the world."This is my face as I forget all the crap that's happened.I learned a valuable lesson here. If you smile like an idiot? It really helps you be happy. Second best? Is looking at yourself smiling like an idiot. Today was a Golden Day.It wasn't a necessarily perfect day. But it was grand all the same. I'm glad I

Abracadabra

2009-01-03T01:31:00.005+08:00

Take this sinking boat,And point it home,We've still got time,Raise your hopeful voice,You have a choice,You've made it now- Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova, Falling Slowly*****Ever seen a magician make something disappear so completely that you wonder if it ever existed at all? He makes it look so simple, yet you know there's more behind the trick. Behind the illusion. The screwed up thing is,

Two-Oh-Oh-Nine

2009-01-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

It's 2009. Finally, or more like, so quickly? Haha. I haven't decided yet. When I just sit back and don't think too hard on it, it seems like this year has passed inexplicably quickly. But when I do take time to think about everything that's happened? It seems as if it would never have ended. Indeed, couldn't have ended fast enough for my liking. A week or so ago Trisha said "At the stroke of

New Year's Eve

2008-12-31T22:49:00.004+08:00

The house is empty. Everyone is out. I didn't want to go.Downstairs I can hear people celebrating.The clock hasn't struck twelve yet. Not for another hour and ten minutes.The house is quiet. The room is dark.I know that out there somewhere, my friends are celebrating.And I know that when they are done celebrating. I will be remembered.Hopefully.So I wait.Jared

Knight In Not-So-Shining Armor

2008-12-31T01:31:00.005+08:00

Oh, if there's one thing I hang on to,That gets me through the night,I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,I'm gonna live my life,Shining like a diamond,Rolling with the dice,Standing on a ledge, I'll show the wind how to fly,When the world gets in my face,I say,Have a nice day- Bon Jovi, Have A Nice Day*****I love that song. I've been thinking lately, and I've decided. I have not been very good

This Should Be An Official Holiday

2008-12-29T00:29:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!! It's...WORLD KISSING DAY!!!Tomorrow anyways. That sounds like the BEST day in the year. xD That'll be fun. I don't have anyone to kiss. ^_^;; But still it's WORLD KISSING DAY. Ahahaha. Can't WAIT! I don't know why I'm so jazzed about this dumb event. It's pretty depressing if you ask me. But I don't care. It is WORLD KISSING DAY SOOOOOOOON. I can't get the info for it off Facebook

Playing Hero

2008-12-28T00:15:00.006+08:00

Even if I tried,Even if I lied to you,It wouldn't make it any better,Well now, even if I lose,The one that I would choose would be you,Said I'm waiting for you, and I'm waiting to know you,But I don't even understand myself,So don't ask me why, don't ask me why- The Calling, When It All Falls Down*****Happiness is a choice. I believe that. Firmly. I really do. But I also believe that sometimes,

Last Night

2008-12-27T13:59:00.004+08:00

Last night. Or this morning if you prefer. It was AWESOME. That's what you call an adrenaline rush. :DMaybe it was stupid. I don't think so. What's stupid about it?Maybe we shouldn't have done it. I don't think so. Why shouldn't we?We didn't do anything wrong.What's wrong with enjoying yourself just a little once in awhile? We didn't hurt anyone. Didn't kill anyone. Didn't do drugs. Didn't sign a

That Time Of Year

2008-12-25T11:18:00.002+08:00

To my nearest and dearest,On this Christmas Day,I wish you a good one,As you work and play,Maybe this year wasn't awesome,But it's almost done,And I hope we'll be together,'Til Armageddon comes- Jared Locke, Christmas SMS Rhyme*****Hahaha. It's Christmas day! That was fast. So much has happened this year and I'd like to post it up before New Year's, cause then everyone will be doing that. ^_^ But

Girlfriend

2008-12-24T16:27:00.006+08:00

I love my parents. The following conversation took place shortly after lunch today.*****Dad: So got a new girlfriend already la.Me: Uh...no.Dad: Think we don't know issit. I read your blog.Me: Who's my new girlfriend then?Mom: Zoe!Mom: Lisa!Me: Two girls? I'm not that kinda guy.Dad: It's Trisha la. See he put up this "not nice" picture of her.Me: *DIES LAUGHING******Heee. Only a select few people

That Christmas Feeling

2008-12-23T00:53:00.003+08:00

Birds flying high you know how I feel, Sun in the sky you know how I feel, Breeze drifting on by you know how I feel, It's a new dawn, It's a new day, It's a new life, For me, And I'm feeling...Good. - Michael Buble, Feeling Good*****I have no idea where I got that song from. It just turned up in my PC. I like it. :D In other news, my car got broken into yesterday. All they took were Adik's

This Christmas

2008-12-20T18:52:00.004+08:00

Santa can you hear me?I have been so good this year,All I want is one thing- Britney Spears, My Only Wish*****Okay okay! It's a Britney song, but in my defense, I did not know that while I was enjoying it playing over the mall's sound-system at work. It's only when I got home that, to my dismay, I found it was a Britney song. D: It's like that time with the Jonas Brothers' "Look Me In The Eye."

Cloud Castles & Shooting Stars

2008-12-19T02:37:00.004+08:00

I would just like to announce that I now have a fiction blog. Somewhere I will now post my random drabbles and such that I write when the mood strikes. If you'd like to read what I write you can find it:HEREThat will be all. :) I'll format it later. I'm lazy tonight.Jared

The Women In My Life

2008-12-18T15:44:00.013+08:00

Your arms are my castle,Your heart is my sky,They wipe away tears that I cry,The good and the bad times,We've been through them all,You make me rise when I fall- Cascada, Everytime We Touch*****So I was at work yesterday. And like, as usual no one was really replying my texts. So I started thinking not too much :P Just enough. I started thinking about the people I care about. And people who care

YWC: Writers' Slam Article

2008-12-16T15:33:00.004+08:00