tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41226172056707265462024-03-22T10:57:40.832+08:00Face The MusicPlato once said "Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back."
This is my song. Or a part of it at least~Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.comBlogger55125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-61436078263240509392010-12-24T02:34:00.002+08:002010-12-24T02:43:09.760+08:00In The Dark Of The Night"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win."- Stephen King*****People get emotional in the night. Maybe it's that primal fear that every human being holds for the darkness. You don't know what's out there, waiting for you. Or maybe it's that, at the end of the day, we're winding down, tired and worn from whatever it was we happened to do (or not do) Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-74124649152173797052010-12-01T14:14:00.014+08:002010-12-01T15:23:21.889+08:00Doubt vs. FaithFrom yesterday, it's coming!From yesterday, the fear!From yesterday, it calls him,But he doesn't want to read the message here- 30 Seconds to Mars, From Yesterday*****Doubt is one of the most human emotions to experience. If it's an emotion that is. It seems to be an in-built part of of nature to question - well pretty much everything, really. From the moment we wake up to the moment we go back Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-34914205393829551312010-11-20T02:53:00.005+08:002010-11-20T03:01:12.150+08:00H.A.L.T.Can you grow flowers in the plain old dirt?Can you get back up when you're feeling hurt?When life doesn't meet you great expectations?Can you turn lemons in lemonade?Can you face the dark when you feel afraid?When life doesn't meet your great expectations?- Ali Slaight, Great Expectations*****H.A.L.T. is a self examination tool. It stands for:HungryAngryLonelyTiredBasically it's a way of Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-12494257290763021332010-11-17T16:25:00.004+08:002010-11-17T16:34:59.508+08:00You vs. RealityThis is what I want to be doing.This is what I am doing.*****ASSIGNMENTS FTL.I'll be glad once I'm done with this institutionalized thing called studying. Don't get me wrong, I love learning. But studying has never been my forté (incidentally the French word fort or "strength." See what I mean about learning? I didn't read that in any of the books I've ever had to do for school. ~_~) Thankfully, Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-32041981170412553062009-07-08T13:37:00.003+08:002009-07-08T15:16:08.975+08:00Scream!I don't know where to go, What's the right team? I want my own thing, So bad I'm gonna Scream! I can't choose so confused! What's it all mean? I want my own dream, So bad I'm gonna Scream!- Zac Efron, Scream! (High School Musical 3 OST)*****I find it very strange how the movie I identify with right now is High School Musical 3. no, not with the crappy acting. And not with the romance. Though in Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-18412037473271233222009-06-23T01:18:00.002+08:002009-06-23T02:25:00.925+08:00Foolish HeartFoolish heart, Hear me calling,Stop before,You start falling,Foolish heart, Heed my warning,You've been wrong before,Don't be wrong anymore- Steve Perry, Foolish Heart*****In the movie Hitch Will Smith brings Eva Mendez to this thing called the kissing post. He explains that when they met at this post after a long absence people would kiss each other. Then he says "Now what would qualify as a Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-2728517423017829322009-04-16T23:02:00.002+08:002009-04-16T23:21:54.376+08:00BlehYou with the sad eyes,Don't be discouraged,Though I realise,It's hard to take courage,In a world full of people,You can lose sight of it all,And the darkness there inside you makes you feel so small,- Eva Cassidy, True Colours*****Today was a bleh day. It was completely just... bleh. It wasn't a bad day in and of itself. But it's one of those sorts of things where it only takes like one bad thingJaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-67985824095843239222009-04-05T22:05:00.004+08:002009-04-05T22:25:10.048+08:00For My KawanThis post is for my Kawan. Tevaneea Satkunaseelan. Hee I like to type her full nama. Anywayyyy.Kawaaan. I know things with your boy boy are not very awesome right now. But they will work themselves out one way or another! Must be happy, Kawan! Because in my mind you are the happy smiley person. Happy happy happy is you. Okay!?Kendra says you must "Choose to be happy!"If not she won't show you Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-13383247064517744732009-04-05T01:22:00.002+08:002009-04-05T02:09:50.436+08:00Courage Is...I can see clearly now the rain is gone,I can see all obstacles in my way,Gone are the dark clouds had me down,It's gonna be a bright, bright, bright, bright, sunshiney day- Johnny Nash, I Can See Clearly*****I was in youth today, listening to Nick's dad speak on missions. And while Nick's dad is one of those people whose voice I could just listen to forever, (the only other person I know like Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-7337709399646101652009-04-02T00:09:00.003+08:002009-04-02T01:02:04.353+08:00I Want....Hahaha. My birthday is in one month and three days. I'm going to be 18. Urgh. I don't exactly feel old. But then, I feel old. -_- If that makes any sense. :D Anyways, since I am soon to be 18. And it's a pretty important number! Not as important as it is in the States, but still important. I mean in two years I'm TWENTY. That's a 2 and a 0. Not something nice to think about. That means I only Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-74322477916652349462009-03-30T03:40:00.004+08:002009-03-30T04:41:15.631+08:00Gimme Gimme GimmeSometimes I feel so full of love it just comes spilling out,It's uncomfortable to see,I give it away so easily,But if I had someone, I would do anything,I'd never never never let you feel alone,I won't, I won't leave you on your own,But who am I to dream?Dreams are for fools,They let you down,And I know that it's a wonderful world,But I can't feel it right now,Well I thought that I doing well,ButJaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-69301226667497488562009-02-26T00:07:00.006+08:002009-02-26T01:02:36.872+08:00Tell Me Something GoodTell me something good,Tell me that you love me,- Pink, Tell Me Something Good*****I feel like I'm letting everyone down.I feel useless and worthless.Am I letting everyone down? I don't feel good enough anymore, if I ever did. I'm really really tired and I really really want a way out. Sometimes it seems so long since I haven't felt this way. But I know that isn't true. I know that I've been Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-13224211886977000302009-02-24T02:30:00.000+08:002009-02-24T02:31:00.027+08:00NobodyThere you are,In a darkened room,And you're all alone,Looking out the window,Your heart is cold and lost the will to love,Like a broken arrow,Here I stand in the shadows,Come to me,Come to me,Can't you see?- Ricky Martin & Christina Aguilera, Nobody Wants To Be Lonely*****Okay, I've decided. I'm over you. ^_^ Not because I'm angry, not because I'm hurt. Not really because of any other emotionJaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-74030187139100485562009-02-14T01:10:00.003+08:002009-02-14T01:52:01.050+08:00The Big VIt's so hard to say,But I gotta do what's best for me,You'll be okay,I've got to move on and be who I am,I just don't belong here I hope you understand,We might find a place in this world someday,But at least for now,I gotta go my own way- Vanessa Anne Hudgens, Gotta Go My Own Way*****Okay, the HSM series was lame. But some of the songs were nice! Sue me, I liked them. First and foremost all you Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-22318939524517815952009-02-13T11:46:00.000+08:002009-02-13T13:51:58.335+08:00V-Day: T-Minus 12hrs 45minsNow that I've tried to,Talk to you and make you understand,All you have to do,Is close your eyes and just reach hands,And touch me,Hold me close,Don't ever let me go,More than words is all ever needed you to show,Then you wouldn't have to say,That you love me,Cause I'd already know,What would you do,If my heart was torn in two?More than words to show you feel,That your love for me is real,What Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-84412183876925851492009-02-10T20:45:00.007+08:002009-02-10T23:05:48.380+08:00Don't Have To Live This WayAnd I'll be begging you, baby, Beg you not to leave, But I'll be left here waiting, With my Heart on my sleeve, Oh, for the next time we'll be here, Seems like a million years, And I think I'm dying, What do I have to do to make you see, He can't love you like me,Why don't you stay, I'm down on my knees, I'm so tired of being lonely, Don't I give you what you need, When he calls you to go, There Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-64829684000427569372009-01-21T02:59:00.008+08:002009-01-23T02:55:24.840+08:00In The QuietPros Of Not Talking To Anyone:- My phone bill is lower.- I sleep a little earlier.- I have time to do other things.Cons Of Not Talking To Anyone:- It's too damn quiet.- I feel lonely. ^_^- I lose my conversation skills.- I feel LONELY.So the remedy is, SOMEONE SHOULD BLOODY WELL TALK TO ME.I'm sick and tired of chasing people around and feeling unwanted anyway. It's very disheartening. That's allJaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-82620788245519361282009-01-13T23:49:00.005+08:002009-01-14T19:01:27.618+08:00Call Me IrresponsibleCall me irresponsible,Call me unreliable,Throw in undependable too,Do my foolish alibis bore you?Well, I'm not too clever,I, I just adore you,So call me unpredictable,Tell me I'm impractical,Rainbows I'm inclined to pursue- Michael Buble, Call Me Irresponsible*****"You have to try, 'cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived." - Anthony Hopkins as Bill Parrish, Meet Joe Black*****This is a Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-88842829763282014552009-01-10T12:34:00.007+08:002009-01-11T02:31:04.196+08:00Open Your EyesTake time to realize,That I am on your side,Didn't I tell you?Take time to realize,This all can pass you by,Didn't tell you?- Colbie Caillat, Realize*****You know how they say you never know what you had until you lose it? Mm. What's funny is, sometimes you don't even know you had something, needed something. Until it's gone. I find it hilarious that my source of solace in the past week or so hasJaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-3873431565072471532009-01-04T00:54:00.004+08:002009-01-04T01:03:52.284+08:00The FaceI have only one thing to say tonight."God's in his heaven, all's right with the world."This is my face as I forget all the crap that's happened.I learned a valuable lesson here. If you smile like an idiot? It really helps you be happy. Second best? Is looking at yourself smiling like an idiot. Today was a Golden Day.It wasn't a necessarily perfect day. But it was grand all the same. I'm glad I Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-47232679525643603392009-01-03T01:31:00.005+08:002009-01-03T02:50:31.097+08:00AbracadabraTake this sinking boat,And point it home,We've still got time,Raise your hopeful voice,You have a choice,You've made it now- Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova, Falling Slowly*****Ever seen a magician make something disappear so completely that you wonder if it ever existed at all? He makes it look so simple, yet you know there's more behind the trick. Behind the illusion. The screwed up thing isJaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-52303074429112854292009-01-01T00:01:00.002+08:002009-01-01T00:53:23.337+08:00Two-Oh-Oh-NineIt's 2009. Finally, or more like, so quickly? Haha. I haven't decided yet. When I just sit back and don't think too hard on it, it seems like this year has passed inexplicably quickly. But when I do take time to think about everything that's happened? It seems as if it would never have ended. Indeed, couldn't have ended fast enough for my liking. A week or so ago Trisha said "At the stroke of Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-9138052062627348752008-12-31T22:49:00.004+08:002008-12-31T22:55:53.293+08:00New Year's EveThe house is empty. Everyone is out. I didn't want to go.Downstairs I can hear people celebrating.The clock hasn't struck twelve yet. Not for another hour and ten minutes.The house is quiet. The room is dark.I know that out there somewhere, my friends are celebrating.And I know that when they are done celebrating. I will be remembered.Hopefully.So I wait.JaredJaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-7371263583120765472008-12-31T01:31:00.005+08:002008-12-31T13:03:28.395+08:00Knight In Not-So-Shining ArmorOh, if there's one thing I hang on to,That gets me through the night,I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,I'm gonna live my life,Shining like a diamond,Rolling with the dice,Standing on a ledge, I'll show the wind how to fly,When the world gets in my face,I say,Have a nice day- Bon Jovi, Have A Nice Day*****I love that song. I've been thinking lately, and I've decided. I have not been very goodJaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4122617205670726546.post-12826448905015002402008-12-29T00:29:00.003+08:002008-12-29T20:59:19.088+08:00This Should Be An Official HolidayOMG OMG OMG!!! It's...WORLD KISSING DAY!!!Tomorrow anyways. That sounds like the BEST day in the year. xD That'll be fun. I don't have anyone to kiss. ^_^;; But still it's WORLD KISSING DAY. Ahahaha. Can't WAIT! I don't know why I'm so jazzed about this dumb event. It's pretty depressing if you ask me. But I don't care. It is WORLD KISSING DAY SOOOOOOOON. I can't get the info for it off Facebook Jaredhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153626305468908949noreply@blogger.com0